Five years...has it really been five years?? it's funny how it feels like I've been missing you for way more than that but yet it feels like you left yesterday.
I think this is the first year that I didn't have anything prepared to post for today. Usually, I would at least have an idea in mind but...nothing. I've been staring at this blank blog page off and on since midnight...looking at the pictures above, crying a little and listening to music, of course. It's now almost 2:30am. Maybe year 5 should be a marker for me to stop posting on the anniversary of your passing. Instead of rehashing all the memories of some of the toughest times together, I will only post on your birthday in celebration of you. My mind relives those tough times enough as it is.
With that being said, I will keep this post short and sweet. I miss you so much. You are forever in my heart. See you in my dreams. I love you...forever always.