What's happening???

Sad, most of the time, even though I don't show it.
Exhausted, although I can't seem to catch one Z.
In situations where I should be happy & having fun but, it's only temporary.
This heavy feeling won't go away and it's been at least a month.
Sometimes it's hard to breathe, sometimes my head pounds.
Is it age? Is it stress? Is it lack of love? Is it unsatisfaction of life?

I don't want to go back to where I used to be 5-6 years ago...or even worse, where I used to be almost 10 years ago. I'm scared of that happening. That is why I'm hard on myself although a lot of people say I shouldn't be.

I hope I find out soon so I can do something about it cuz I hate feeling like this.


  1. Hi Vee! Why so glum? Wanna meet up for lunch one time? I read an awesome book lately, a fictional story about a man and his search for "missing something". Are you into reading? If so, I'd really love for you to give it a read and let me know what you think of it.

  2. Anonymous11:57 PM

    cheer up buttercup ya kno i luv u muchly.. and we have all gone thu what ur feeling now.. and u are so not old .. always remember ill be here for u no matter what ur a great person and i love hanging out with u cuz we have soo much in common.. i lub it ;) ur awesome and one of a kind never change!!!
    ur manda <3


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