Sad, most of the time, even though I don't show it.
Exhausted, although I can't seem to catch one Z.
In situations where I should be happy & having fun but, it's only temporary.
This heavy feeling won't go away and it's been at least a month.
Sometimes it's hard to breathe, sometimes my head pounds.
Is it age? Is it stress? Is it lack of love? Is it unsatisfaction of life?
I don't want to go back to where I used to be 5-6 years ago...or even worse, where I used to be almost 10 years ago. I'm scared of that happening. That is why I'm hard on myself although a lot of people say I shouldn't be.
I hope I find out soon so I can do something about it cuz I hate feeling like this.